lcionline Chapter 1193: Do You Really Mean What You Say?
Chapter 1193: Do You Really Mean What You Say?
But he was not happy.His life wasn’t supposed to be like this.
Clearly, he had a good hand of cards, but he played it terribly.
"Whatever you want!" Helian Xi really didn’t care; after all, whether Gu Jin Yan was beside her or elsewhere was the same to her now.
She could treat him as invisible.
"Xiao Xi, I... can’t you forgive me just this once? I made mistakes, I know, and I’m trying to make amends. But could you give me a chance? Another chance?" Gu Jin Yan pleaded.
He had a pair of captivating eyes, looking at Helian Xi with a hint of melancholy.
Helian Xi almost got deceived.
But fortunately, her willpower was strong enough now.
After all, she was surrounded by attractive people.
"Forgive you? Did you do something wrong?" Helian Xi feigned ignorance, as if she didn’t understand his words.
"Xiao Xi, you clearly know what I’m talking about. Don’t be like this, please?" Gu Jin Yan really disliked seeing Helian Xi like this.
He preferred the feeling before they were in love.
At least, Helian Xi wouldn’t be this cold to him.
"So? Do you think saying you were wrong, saying sorry once, means I should generously forgive you? Gu Jin Yan, we’ve known each other for over twenty years. Don’t you know my temper?
I’ve never been a forgiving person. Vengeance for vengeance, but for you, I’ve endured so long. If I had known that being with you meant I had to restrain myself and couldn’t live happily, I’d rather be alone."
When Helian Xi said this, she was very calm, devoid of any emotion.
This made Gu Jin Yan feel powerless.
A woman like Helian Xi, who wouldn’t even bother to retort to you, was enough to make him feel stifled.
"Xiao Xi, do you regret it? Regret being with me, right?" Gu Jin Yan’s heart ached, he knew he was wrong.
"There’s nothing about regret or not. I’ve never regretted being with you. How would you know if it’s right or wrong if you haven’t been together?" Helian Xi continued eating breakfast, while Gu Jin Yan had lost his appetite.
"So, you concluded it’s wrong, didn’t you?" Gu Jin Yan felt like his heart was being pricked many times, a dense pain.
"Oh, you guessed it!" Helian Xi finished her breakfast and put down the bowl and chopsticks.
Right or wrong needs practice, right or wrong doesn’t always stay the same.
"Xiao Xi, then let me pursue you again, okay?" Gu Jin Yan still wanted a chance.
Throughout, he had always loved Helian Xi, this has never changed.
He really was a bastard.
"Gu Jin Yan, when you said that, was your conscience clear? We’ve been together for so long, have your scandals been few? In the first year, I wanted to surprise you, and when I went over, I saw you coming out with a woman at the hotel.
Then there was Liu Ruying, and you want to say she stuck herself onto you, and you didn’t like it. Even if you didn’t actively provoke her, what about later? How many did you attract over time?
Every time, you were considerate of others. I think you’ve long forgotten that I’m your wife. Between us, it’s not that I didn’t give you a chance, but you never cherished the opportunity. It was you who didn’t give me a chance.
When you said that, was your conscience clear?"