lcionline Chapter 192 I Lied to You, I Deserve to Die, But I Really Love You
Chapter 192 I Lied to You, I Deserve to Die, But I Really Love You
Lin Xige stared at him for a few seconds, then turned her head away.
"Do you want to see him?" Mu Chaoran asked, "I'll ask someone to bring Li Fang over right away."
Lin Xige asked back: "Mu Chaoran, if Mu Heng hadn't come here today and told the truth before you, what would you have done next? As you said, would you confess to me after you came out of the study?"
"That's exactly what I planned, Xige, whether you believe it or not."
"Do not believe."
"Xu Shenting can testify for me. I was in the study with him..."
Mu Chaoran's voice suddenly stopped halfway through his words.
Because Lin Xige's expression was full of sarcasm.
Haha...what kind of testimony can Xu Shenting give?
Mu Chaoran and Xu Shenting are brothers who are as close as brothers. Mu Chaoran has helped Lin Xige deceive him more than once.
Therefore, Xu Shenting's testimony seemed so ridiculous.
Mu Chaoran found it ridiculous.
All the people or things that he could use as evidence have lost their trustworthiness.
This situation was caused by him alone.
Trapped in a cocoon.
You will never live if you bring trouble upon yourself...
Mu Chaoran knew what to do and didn't say anything else.
His explanation, even if true, sounds highly implausible.
Forget it.
"Xige, I will cooperate with you no matter what you want," Mu Chaoran said, "According to my idea, I plan to confess to you tonight and go to the Lin family with you tomorrow."
When we got to Lin's house, we took Li Fang over there.
Speak clearly in front of everyone.
The secret that has been hidden for more than 20 years should finally see the light of day.
Li Fang must be punished as she deserves because she has caused so much harm to Lin Xige.
Lin Bingxue also couldn't escape imprisonment.
Mu Chaoran would not let her off easily for attempted murder.
Speaking of the "Lin family", Lin Xige's heart suddenly trembled.
Her biological parents whom she had never met...
She knew nothing about the Lin family, and didn't even know what the Lin family members looked like.
Mu Chaoran asked her opinion in a low voice: "Can we go to the Lin family tomorrow? Or... do you need some time to relax?"
Judging from her condition, she probably won't be able to do well tomorrow.
When Mu Chaoran was about to say "some other day", Lin Xige nodded: "Tomorrow, tomorrow."
It has been delayed for so long, more than 20 years, and she doesn't want to delay it for another day.
Go home early and get everything back on track sooner.
Mu Chaoran responded: "Okay."
Lin Xige slowly got up from the sofa and stood barefoot on the carpet.
Mu Chaoran frowned, knelt on one knee without saying a word, and took the slippers from the side: "Put them on, the ground is cold."
He held the shoe in one hand and her ankle in the other.
There was a thin layer of calluses on his fingertips, and Lin Xige felt it clearly.
These hands have hugged her countless times, caressed her, and given her warmth and support.
But now, she feels strange.
If she was not the daughter of the Lin family, she was just her, just an ordinary Lin Xige, then Mu Chaoran's love and affection would never fall on her.
Just when Mu Chaoran was about to put on her shoes, she suddenly retracted her feet.
Mu Chaoran's hand stopped in mid-air, grabbing nothing.
Lin Xige said softly: "I'll do it myself."
Without waiting for his answer, she put on her slippers very quickly and turned away quickly.
As if running away.
She was afraid that if she was a step late, Mu Chaoran would catch her.
However, after walking a few steps, Lin Xige stopped again.
She stood in the luxurious living room, not knowing where to go.
This is the Imperial Garden, Haicheng, and her only support right now is Mu Chaoran.
Even if she hid, she could only hide from the living room to the bedroom, from the first floor to the second floor...what's the point?
At this moment, Lin Xige felt helpless and desperate.
From the day she got married, she thought that from now on all her joys and sorrows would be shared by someone, and she would no longer be a wandering soul.
The soul has a place to rest.
Mu Chaoran is her other half, her partner...
But now, Mu Chaoran has become the person who hurt her the most and deceived her the most.
How could Lin Xige accept this?
Looking at her back, Mu Chaoran felt heartbroken.
Although she didn't say anything, he knew what she was thinking.
"Xige." He said, "I am still me."
His identity has changed, but his love and his heart have not changed at all.
As long as she can forgive him, as long as she lets go of the initial deception, a new and beautiful life will be waiting for them.
Mu Chaoran knew that this would require a process and it was not something that could be forgiven just by saying so.
But seeing Lin Xige in such pain... he felt very uncomfortable, and he really wanted to share her pain.
He had always felt her pain.
He did not stand idly by.
Lin Xige stood there motionless for a long time before continuing to move.
When she was about to reach the stairs, her legs suddenly went weak and she fell to the ground.
She still couldn't hold on.
At this moment, Lin Xige felt dizzy and cried so much that her vision was blurred and she couldn't see the road clearly. She was staggering like a dead leaf.
She leaned against the stair railing, her hands supporting the ground, her body thin.
"Xige!"
Mu Chaoran couldn't bear to watch this scene, so he ran over quickly, came to her side, helped her up and held her in his arms.
Her body was shaking and extremely cold.
He felt even more distressed.
His voice was choked with sobs: "Xige, don't be like this... If you have any resentment or hatred, just come to me. Can you hit me? You can scold me, you can do whatever you want, just don't torture yourself..."
"You can bite me, kick me, it's all fine, Xige, vent your anger. It's all my fault! Don't use my mistakes to punish yourself... Xige, Xige."
Mu Chaoran called her name again and again.
Lin Xige just let him hold her numbly, not knowing where to look.
No God.
Hollow.
It seemed as if everything in the world didn't matter to her anymore.
Mu Chaoran rested his chin on her hair and kissed her again and again. She neither pushed him away nor refused.
He could do whatever he wanted, and she wouldn't resist.
"I lied to you, I deserve to die, but I really love you, Xige," Mu Chaoran said hoarsely, "You can doubt anything, but the only thing you can't doubt is my love for you."
"I told you that at first I went to Su City to find you and marry you because of your status as a real rich girl. But every day and night afterwards, I stayed in Su City and lived an ordinary married life because I loved you and was willing to accompany you."
"Xige, hate me, you can hate me, but can you forgive me..."
The scent of Mu Chaoran's cologne lingered at the tip of Lin Xige's nose.
very familiar.