lcionline Chapter 486 Are you willing to be my wife now?
Chapter 486 Are you willing to be my wife now?
Chapter 486 Are you willing to be my wife now?
Lin Xige just stared at him blankly without blinking.
Now that Mu Chaoran remembered...
Then, she was left alone, with a blank memory.
She still has no memory of the past, not even a detail.
"Mu Chaoran," Lin Xige bit her lip, her voice trembling slightly, "In the past five years, no one around us has ever told us the truth. But now, you know very well what we have been through."
No need to be told by others anymore.
There is no need to rack your brains to figure out how much truth and how much falsehood there are in those words.
"You tell me." Lin Xige bit her lip harder, "You know everything."
Mu Chaoran's eyes became even redder.
From the moment he opened his eyes after the car accident, he was thinking about how he should truly face the past and face his Xige.
He seemed to protect her.
It also seemed as if he had never truly protected her.
Most of the ups and downs in Lin Xige's life were caused by him.
What would the situation be like if Mu Chaoran had not gone to Su City and had not married Lin Xige?
Perhaps Lin Xige will never know that she is the daughter of the Lin family in Haicheng.
Perhaps Lin Xige relied on her own efforts to make a name for herself in the design company, and lived her ideal life with her outstanding work performance.
Even one day, Lin Xige will meet her true love, get married and have children.
This kind of life is very ordinary and plain, just like most ordinary people, not rich, but warm and harmonious.
Think about it carefully, what has Lin Xige gained after returning to the Lin family over the years?
My life has become better, I have money, and I have the care of my parents.
But is she happier than when she was in Su City?
not necessarily.
"I'm sorry, Xige." Mu Chaoran replied, "From the beginning to the end, it's all my fault. I owe you too much."
"Your misfortune is basically caused by me. Before you lost your memory, you wanted to divorce me, and we had a big fight... After you lost your memory, we didn't know each other anymore and lived our own lives."
"Besides," Mu Chaoran's Adam's apple rolled, "Xige, your amnesia is also caused by me."
It's all him.
It's all his fault.
Even though Mu Chaoran had made sufficient mental preparations and had rehearsed in his mind countless times how he should tell Lin Xige what happened that year, when the time really came, he was still panicked.
"I clearly...wanted to give you happiness, wanted you to be the happiest woman in all of Haicheng and Su City, but things went against my wishes. All I brought you was endless pain and deception."
"After I lost my memory, I pushed you, pushed you away, and hurt you...Xige, that was not me. That was not the real me at all."
How could the real Mu Chaoran bear to let Lin Xige suffer even the slightest injustice?
"Perhaps, I should have agreed to divorce and set you free. I was too selfish," Mu Chaoran murmured, "I wanted to hold you tight, but I pushed you into the abyss of misfortune. Only by staying away from me can you be safe."
"Look, you've had such a good time in the past five years..."
Mu Chaoran couldn't say any more, so he closed his mouth and lowered his head slightly.
Lin Xige couldn't empathize with his pain.
Because she still didn't understand.
Why did Mu Chaoran say it was all his fault?
But when Sun Yuan came to snatch Lin Hanshi, she kept saying that Mu Chaoran lost his memory in order to save her?
In the end, who is telling the truth and who is lying?
What exactly is going on?
"Mu Chaoran, you...you keep talking." Lin Xige squatted down next to the wheelchair, "Start from the beginning, slowly, tell me one thing at a time, okay?"
"I remember Sun Yuan scolded me, saying that I was a bad luck star for both my husband and my children, and that I was always hurting you. From her tone, it didn't sound like she was talking nonsense..."
Mu Chaoran stroked her cheek with his fingertips: "Xige, you are my life."
Because of her, his dull life was filled with color and light.
It was Lin Xige who made him realize what a world for two people is, what true love is, and what worldly happiness is.
There was a deep and unbreakable love in Mu Chaoran's eyes.
He was so affectionate that he almost drowned Lin Xige.
Even though he didn't say the three words "I love you", Lin Xige deeply felt his passionate emotions.
he……
Does he love her so much?
Lin Xige was a little timid and did not dare to respond to Mu Chaoran's love.
She admitted that she had a good impression of him and was willing to continue to develop their relationship, but if she asked herself, she did not love him to the core, let alone to the point where she had to have him.
Feelings need to be cultivated, and they need to develop over time.
Lin Xige's love comes lightly and slowly.
But Mu Chaoran is different...Mu Chaoran fell in love with her twice!
The person who recovers his memory first will not only have to endure double the love, but also more inner torment and torture!
Taking a deep breath, Mu Chaoran spoke again: "Our past cannot be explained in a few words. And...Xige, I selfishly hope that you don't think about it. Just forget it."
"You know I hope to restore my memory, Mu Chaoran."
“It’s not necessarily a good thing to think about it.”
Lin Xige said firmly: "But I have the right to know everything."
Mu Chaoran looked at her deeply, his pupils locked on her, and shook his head: "Xige, it's better not to know about the past."
Let him bear the pain and love her more.
"Xige, I'm still thankful that I remembered it before you did." Mu Chaoran sighed deeply, "Otherwise, I would be even more distressed if you were so miserable and tormented by the things in the past."
Lin Xige didn't dare to look at Mu Chaoran again and looked away.
She was almost drowning in his tenderness.
What kind of past would make everyone around her unwilling to mention it to her?
Even Mu Chaoran didn't want to tell her the whole story of how their marriage started.
Lin Xige didn't understand.
After a long silence, so long that Lin Xige's legs were numb from squatting, Mu Chaoran took the lead in breaking the silence: "Xige, are you willing to be my wife now?"
He wanted a precise answer from her.
Lin Xige didn't say anything.
How did she answer him?
Now she is willing.
But if she regained her memory, she might not be willing to do so.
Lin Xige didn't know when she would recover her memory.
If she could never remember...she could be with Mu Chaoran for the rest of her life.
I’m afraid that after thinking about it, she will only want to live alone.
Mu Chaoran's heart fell down bit by bit, and he felt empty.
Just when he was no longer expecting anything, Lin Xige asked, "I only have one last question, Mu Chaoran, can you answer me?"
"You ask."
"Did you lose your memory because you saved me?"